50 years after achieving independence, wa lang are still thinking like our fore-lao pehs. Wait a minute, wa lang are worst than our fore-lao pehs. At least when those pukima wanted to achieve independence, those pukima manage to see beyond lase and religious lines lah. CCB. Those siao lang saw each human as their lampa equal after the same thing.
But today? Nabeh! We liao liao have taken ten steps backwards. Hamik are my lan jiao allegations based on, you may ask? Simpur really. Limpeh is experiencing it in my lan jiao daily life. Limpeh see peepur so liddat stuck in their lampa ways, mixing from peepur from the same background as theirs, afraid of venturing out and broadening their lampa horizons and learning new things different peepur have to offer.
Instead, those pukima only mix with peepur with the same lase as them. Talking at the top of their lampa voices making silly jokes that even cows would cringe at. Being insensitive to other peepur around them. So Limpeh admit Limpeh may be the odd one around here and that Limpeh shouldn’t be demanding, budden hor, when it comes to discussion about work, for fucks sake prease be professional and ensure that liao liao lang at the table can understand si mi is going on.
And si mi is even more sickening, those pukima can’t bear to see someone from amongst those ah gua being friendly to someone who’s not the same skin colour as those ah gua lah. CCB. Those siao lang will have a brainwashing session trying to make that chao kacheng change that chao ah beng’s ways, as if the cheebye kia has committed the biggest crime on earth. It’s a wonder that this kind of thinking still exist today.
And instead of having more kaki at the table during dinner, those pukima are more concerned about being able to eat pork. All the while Limpeh was nice to them, Limpeh neber made that an issue with me. But after realizing this, Limpeh think Wahliew! Limpeh oredi been fooling myself. Wahliew! Limpeh oredi been living in a world that’s not si mi Limpeh envisioned it to be. Limpeh think it’s time Limpeh realized that I is just wasting my lan jiao time here and that when push comes to shove, Limpeh should be the one that’s doing the pushing.
So at the end of the lay, Wahliew! Limpeh oredi decided to do like si mi John Lennon said and let it be. Limpeh promise from now on Limpeh will not be mixing with these racists bastards and be a lone ranger, cooped up in my lan jiao room reading my lan jiao books and hope that Limpeh can get out from here as soon as proshibber.
